Some days are harder than others, some days I can get thru without a thought or tear. Others not so much, in fact some days it's a complete disaster and I wish I could be a burrito with my duvet.
Today it's both, I woke up with a realisation and yet can't do anything about it. It did help me realise tho that there were times I could've spoken up last year yet didn't. Why? Because as he said I let my fears overcome and dictate my life.
Today I'm also freaking out as I have dental surgery and I'm doing it completely alone which I'm a lil scared about. Even tho I went thru back surgery on my own this still scares me as I don't cope with dentists never really have so hence the anxiety. The good thing is at least I can curl up with the cat if need be all weekend and just watch movies. Although I do want to keep up the fitness if I feel ok this weekend.
Been thinking about finding an extra sport to do for weekends but not sure what I want to do. It's been so long since I played netball I'm not sure I'd be that good at it now 😂
But I'm sure I'll find something by next year.
Biz is slow this month which isn't helping with the plan of keeping myself busy so I don't have to think 😕 but will come up with some plans over weekend if need be 🙂
Yesterday (Thursday) was a hard day. Getting a message from someone about their child doing something and not being able to be there to support them. Made me feel completely useless.
Somedays I just wish life was easier
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