The calm after the storm..

So after the craziness that was last week (although it didn't really end till Tuesday when the long weekend was over), This week has definitely been the calm after the storm...

Apart from the fact I have had to start considering other alternatives to finishing my degree including being stuck in a classroom all the time :/ but if I don't get something permanent soon its going to have to be the reality.... ARGH! Reality check big time this week! 

Reality check #1
 I need a new wardrobe full of clothes... when your clothes are hanging off you and looking like sacks you realise its not such a good thing.  It also made me realise how much Stress I have been under as I haven't been to the gym in 2months and haven't been for a good decent run in 3wks! The only upside is I have been eating healthy lol... but its mostly stress thats making clothes too big lol... Kinda wish it was the gym lol!

Reality Check #2
Not getting the ECE Positions I have been going for = maybe having to do something else and studying full-time because I don't think the bank balance in my savings is going to last forever.... in fact I don't think it will last longer then Christmas at this rate.... So part-time doing something + study may have to be the decision I have to make soon..

Reality Check #3
This one was thanks to Mel - One must learn to remember that even though life hands lemons I am freaking awesome and can make freaking AWESOMESAUCE lemonade and that who gives a stuff what others think.. I am awesome and me and that's all that matters... and I do not have be what others expect etc... Oh and I'm Gorgeous no matter what *giggles* Yes that will always make me giggle... (sorry Mel!)



So the week for Reality Checks has happened... Along with realising that even though I have to make these decisions and figure things out, I haven't lost sight of the fact I want to go learn from some of the best photographers as well in the states.....  I just have to rework how I want to do that and when...

so I am definitely heading into the weekend a more settled and happy Pixie this week :)