so the past week I have been thinking a lot about changes for many reasons...
The fact I am reminded every day that I made one of the biggest decisions of my life and created a huge change by leaving everything I know in Wellington and moving further north. Some days it has its good benefits other days not so much, but through it all Change is the constant factor.
I guess change is inevitable no matter what in life, and its how we deal with it that counts....
So the past week has been full of thoughts on the subject, I am not one for enjoying too much change in everyday things... I don't mind change as long as its not all at once but i guess the whole move thing created so much that I haven't really processed it all lol.... (lesson learned when it comes to that!)
But now after a good girlie chat last night/early this morning with "A" I decided some of these changes need to happen. So now I have had to decide on a few changes that I need to make in order to get where I want...
Plan of study has been slightly adjusted and in the process of sorting, which hopefully wont take too long so I can start....
Interviews are still coming in left right and center but if someone decides from the word go and tells me they only want me to relieve then screw it, I will not be relieving as its not what i want etc..
so now to move forward with a clear head and conscience and know that no matter what I am making my decisions for me and that whatever changes they cause I will handle it & learn from it...
"All changes, even the most longed for, have their
melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must
die to one life before we can enter another.
" - Anatole France
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