Friends or Foes?

I never thought I would ever title a post this but I guess after the past few days events I have been doing a lot of thinking...

I had someone contact me after just about 20 months of not talking to me. I did try to contact them before Christmas last year but it didn't work as it seemed the other person didn't want to hear of it. It was a hard thing to do too as I believed I wasn't fully in the wrong for why the falling out happened but I learnt to just carry on with my life.  It was painful and hard and pretty much what you would expect when you fall out with your bestfriend. I won't lie I have missed her but like I told him a few months ago, I tried and obviously it didn't work so I must just keep on with my life...

Shockingly she contacted me this past weekend which first knocked me for a 6 and then made me cry due to the past few months when my other bestfriend past away.  I was relieved that contact was made but now I'm feeling like it wasn't what I thought, even though I know it will never be the same i feel like it wasn't in the true friendship sense that I was contacted.

All because he mentioned to me how this friend and another had been saying things that were not true about me and that neither him or I should be friends with each other. He reminded me of this the other day after I asked if he instigated the contact (which I knew in my heart he hadn't but had to be sure). 

So now I'm at this crossroads of whether I try believe it's for the right reasons or look at the signs and follow my instincts that it's possibly to fish for info and cause trouble just like SS did a few months ago. I hate thinking the worst of someone though especially someone who I was such good friends with....

So is she friend or foe keeps playing on my mind and I'm unsure what to do about it. Especially when there's so much else going on here with recovering from my injury, Camp quality stuff, study and looking at new teaching stuff.....