June is already half way gone and I have been home for just about 8 weeks! Scary thought in some ways but in other ways completely the best thing I have done and maybe I should have done it sooner *shrug* Although I am yet to spend a night at my own house LOL!
I guess in some ways being home has let me see things from other prospective's which in some ways has been a great thing.... In other ways not so much but I guess that will always happen... I am glad though from seeing a few things from other view points it has helped my decision on what I am studying next semester at Vic. As well as making a plan on how to get a head more with it...
It has also helped me see who in my life actually matters and who just take me for granted and expect me to always just be around when they need me and yet not be there in return. Who actually value friendship and who just thinks its something that they can take advantage of..
My focus at the moment is on getting things sorted for uni so when I actually am home, when Miss C is finally born and I wont be longer required where I am so much.... I managed to get a piece of furniture i desperately needed for my room the other day. Which will be picked up the end of the month. I look forward to it in someways as it means the past year will be officially over and I can just be me and do what I need to do for me and to hell with what anyone else thinks or what they feel i should be doing with my life....
I have come to terms with the fact it will always ever be just me and I'm ok with that... because in life nothing is ever fair :) But if it was fair then Life wouldn't be what it is I guess....
I feel like things are slowly but surely heading towards my plan for the next few months. Although I think it will feel more certain once I actually spend a night at my own place. I miss my flatmate/friend lol and I am still yet to meet the other flatmate LOL!
I really wish the next month would go slower as I don't want to be reminded that i will be a year older soon. Yet I still feel I haven't achieved much in the past year :( let alone the past 10 :/ although at least I will only have a yr and a half to be able to start towards being a registered teacher *does a lil dance* Less than what it would've been had i stayed at AUT and I am at least a lil happier doing it down here at home :D
well now to see what the new week is going to hold.....
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